ohhhhh..... long time didnt write my blogger..
many things was happened between these few days, we gonna break and become good. izzit im a good girl friend? how can i talk with him without pressure?? i hope that we can always live with happy.
i know he love me but this recently he like do not like to talk.
he also got call me but the feel not like before.
i so scare when i back my hometown how he treat me? he will come to my house? i think wont, he wont do that, i reject my family, why the matter will happened like this. i do not like the fell.
he like want me to choose family or him, but i know i love him.
i dont know the feel izzit immediately, but i know till now i still cannot put my hand down.
i also not dare to talk with my family, that he reject them. i scare the relation will become more worst and two sides also wont give up to say with other.
he think like this also very hard and cant together with me.
he always want to break with me, but i cant....
i really hope he wont say out again.
but i dont think so, maybe we are marriage he also will like this.
i really scare after marriage he also want say divorce. then our children will how?? this must think careful
he always to control me, and i already wear so property and he also will ngam ngam ngam there... i really dont know izzit we really not suit.
how is the decision for me now?? how can i do for now??
ILOVEHIM =()=
mum, i want to tell you that i love you, you grow me up and i always give the hardest work for you, and now i because a man dont know how to do decision. now i think love is bigger than the family love, izzit this will get punish??
i also dont want like that, i do not want my every love relation also cant keep for 1 year. i hope i can do that.
Please do not let me get hurt when i at hometown.
Please find me when you are free.
Please Accept Them.
ILOVEYOUMORETHANILOVEMYSELF. <3 <3 <3 <3
